Mar 8, 2024

Now Doesn't It Make You Feel Better



The Downward Spiral
Nine Inch Nails (1994)
The second studio album from Nine Inch Nails is turning 30 years old today.  It's an album that I played constantly when I was an angry teenager, with Mr. Self Destruct, Piggy, March Of The Pigs, and Hurt among my favorite songs.  It's probably been about 20 years since I last popped it into my CD player and listened to the album from start to finish, but there is one track that has been on more than a few of my playlists in the digital age.
You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

(Help me) I broke apart my insides
(Help me) I've got no soul to sell
(Help me) The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

(Help me) You tear down my reason
(Help me) It's your sex I can smell
(Help me) You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

Through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive